Rage

When anger erupts and you don't know what to do,

When you tear it all apart and you just scream

Then it went too far, yes again too far

No more control. The thoughts are gone

Only the adrenaline that grows and grows inside me.

Why did it come to this again? I feel dizzy again

The fear it's all over just thinking about it

Then there's nothing left to distract me from it

The rage, it tears me apart and it stabs me.

Shards around me, but I don't care.

I don't care about anything But I miss you Wish you were here with me...

I'd give it all for just one more time. Just one more time

With all my might I throw the frames against the wall

With the pictures of us I found most beautiful

Somehow I can't control it

I'm about to lose myself

Not knowing what's gonna happen when you meet her

Tear my heart to pieces

So I'll send you a hundred messages.

March, 2021